Healing Stages, My Story

What being emotionally raped and gutted feels like

I’m not great at expressing myself when it comes to trying to describe how the emotional abuse I endured during the 5.5 years I was with my abuser, Vince Beggs, has impacted my life. But today, being seven floors underground in the heart of the World Trade Center, within the archaeological space where the 9/11 Museum’s… Continue reading What being emotionally raped and gutted feels like

Manipulation, Uncategorized

Year 1, 2012-2013, manipulative love bombing letter. First time I wiped his ass!!!!

This is what he said to me.  At least I wised up and I’m not still there believing his BS, like some people. I don’t have an ounce of respect for liars like him so there isn’t anything to keep to myself because it was never sacred.  Every word was meant to tug at my… Continue reading Year 1, 2012-2013, manipulative love bombing letter. First time I wiped his ass!!!!

Gaslighting, Manipulation, My Story

He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”

This evil monster was driving me to the brinks of suicide going as far as telling me to kill myself.  If I sit with the sadness I have to accept having been conned - I have to face that he emotionally and intellectually raped me, and gained control over my mind.  He raped my soul. … Continue reading He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”