Healing Stages, My Story, Uncategorized

It’s Four In The Morning and I want him to get real help…sigh

Raindrops and birds chirping remind me of mornings we woke together with his nude body wrapped around mine.  I loved sleeping next to him and being held all through the night, until morning light.  I remember how he pulled me back close to him if I changed positions.  On nights like these when my mind… Continue reading It’s Four In The Morning and I want him to get real help…sigh

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Abuser, Bad Days, Gaslighting

He almost killed me

I am "lucky to be walking and talking" are words I am still wrapping my head around.  That's what I was told.  Vince almost killed me.  That's what he did to me.  And now he is dating - he's found himself a new or perhaps multiple suppliers.  Bastard doesn't have the decency to just disappear… Continue reading He almost killed me

Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

Sins of the mother

It was always odd to have to look at their faces with their signature fake smiles, going out of their way to announce what a "happy and normal family" they were.  Not sure who they were trying to convince besides themselves - The ultimate shit show that I'm embarrassed to say I wanted to be… Continue reading Sins of the mother

Abuser, Gaslighting, Healing Stages, Love Bombing, My Story

Bumble and my neck!

Lol...my sweet friend Carey sent screenshots of his dating profile.  His pictures are from 3-5 years ago, and he forgot to mention he’s a pathological liar, caused brain injury and destroyed my vestibular nerve when he assaulted me, a control freak, likes "*&^%$" porn, pays strippers in vegas 2000 for "just" a "lap dance" and… Continue reading Bumble and my neck!

Abuser, Love Bombing, My Story

Our First Date: Dinner. Second Date: Theater. Yours? Supplier or suppliers, He’s DANGEROUS! Don’t be fooled – Please read.

I’m not a jilted lover.  I did nothing to provoke him attacking me, but I bet that's not what he told you.  I also bet he told you, the same thing he tried to tell the judge, that he was "restraining" me.  That was until I produced his voice on recording admitting he really threw… Continue reading Our First Date: Dinner. Second Date: Theater. Yours? Supplier or suppliers, He’s DANGEROUS! Don’t be fooled – Please read.