Raindrops and birds chirping remind me of mornings we woke together with his nude body wrapped around mine. I loved sleeping next to him and being held all through the night, until morning light. I remember how he pulled me back close to him if I changed positions. On nights like these when my mind… Continue reading It’s Four In The Morning and I want him to get real help…sigh
I love Kristen's blog. She writes with such clarity explaining with such detail every excruciating aspect of having been in a relationship with with a narcissist and what Narcissistic Abuse does to a person. When I read her work it's as if she has reached into the deepest part of my soul where the… Continue reading HE RAPED MY SOUL!
Wanting separation from Vince was the last thing she wanted. I was reminded of how right my gut was about what my future would look like after I read an email I sent myself days after meeting his ex-wife. It wasn't just he who gutted me, her actions over the past 5.5 years made me… Continue reading “I really need some separation from Vince”
I am "lucky to be walking and talking" are words I am still wrapping my head around. That's what I was told. Vince almost killed me. That's what he did to me. And now he is dating - he's found himself a new or perhaps multiple suppliers. Bastard doesn't have the decency to just disappear… Continue reading He almost killed me
It was always odd to have to look at their faces with their signature fake smiles, going out of their way to announce what a "happy and normal family" they were. Not sure who they were trying to convince besides themselves - The ultimate shit show that I'm embarrassed to say I wanted to be… Continue reading Sins of the mother
Lol...my sweet friend Carey sent screenshots of his dating profile. His pictures are from 3-5 years ago, and he forgot to mention he’s a pathological liar, caused brain injury and destroyed my vestibular nerve when he assaulted me, a control freak, likes "*&^%$" porn, pays strippers in vegas 2000 for "just" a "lap dance" and… Continue reading Bumble and my neck!
I’m not a jilted lover. I did nothing to provoke him attacking me, but I bet that's not what he told you. I also bet he told you, the same thing he tried to tell the judge, that he was "restraining" me. That was until I produced his voice on recording admitting he really threw… Continue reading Our First Date: Dinner. Second Date: Theater. Yours? Supplier or suppliers, He’s DANGEROUS! Don’t be fooled – Please read.