My Story

What do you think? Did his ex create drama over chicken recipe or is it my imagination?

I’m sharing these conversations because I was muzzled for so long and was told everything was my fault.  Even when he would confront his ex wife on the lies, he would blame and punish me for not letting go.  He has alienated me from mutual friends and a huge employer when he characterized me as… Continue reading What do you think? Did his ex create drama over chicken recipe or is it my imagination?

My Story

Only Evil Does This!

I love Kristen's blog.  She writes with clarity explaining every excruciating aspect of being in a relationship with with a narcissist and what Narcissistic Abuse does to a person.    When I read her work  it's as if she has reached into the deepest part of my soul where the wound is still raw and… Continue reading Only Evil Does This!

Gaslighting, Manipulation, My Story

He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”

This evil monster was driving me to the brinks of suicide going as far as telling me to kill myself.  If I sit with the sadness I have to accept having been conned - I have to face that he emotionally and intellectually raped me, and gained control over my mind.  He raped my soul. … Continue reading He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”

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#AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”

Society’s  attitude towards domestic and emotional abuse is abhorrent because it assumes the victims had a choice or that we must have done something to have provoked it.  Read what my abuser's family and friends say to me and how cruel, horrible and despicable they are.  It’s not a stretch to say they feel gratification from… Continue reading #AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”