I’m not a jilted lover. I did nothing to provoke him attacking me, but I bet his story is he tried to restrain me - He’s caused permanent damage - ask yourself how that happens if he was really restraining me - he's lying. He's a pathological liar and he will destroy you without you… Continue reading First Date Dinner, Second Date Theater…Supplier or suppliers, he’s DANGEROUS! Please read.
Society’s attitude towards domestic and emotional abuse is abhorrent because it assumes the victims had a choice or that we must have done something to have provoked it. Read what Vince’s family and friends say to me and how cruel, horrible and despicable they are. It’s not a stretch to say they feel gratification from kicking… Continue reading #AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”
I began this post when I wasn't feeling that great. Wondering for the millionth time WHY? there's no answer. I know that...I ask because I can never imagine being so cruel. I am far from perfect but I can not wrap my head around what he did to me - I wiped this man's… Continue reading Why Vince?
I wanted to call you today. No, not because I miss you or because "I love you," which I don't since you're not real, but to ask how you can live with yourself...I don't get it...yeah, I had some disappointing medical news today, thanks to you throwing me against the wall, and yes, I am… Continue reading F*&% YOU Vince
i have been feeling down for the last couple of days thinking about him and the "good times" I realized that my self doubt and heartache and anxiety floods my being when I think of the "good times" because that's the state I was constantly trying to go back to. He was great in bed,… Continue reading Must Read!
It was always odd to have to look at their faces with their signature fake smiles, going out of their way to announce what a "happy and normal family" they were. Not sure who they were trying to convince besides themselves - The ultimate shit show that I'm embarrassed to say I wanted to be… Continue reading Sins of the mother
I am glad to not understand or never be able to understand how people like him can sleep. About the Blog Categories Archives The Narcissistic Cycle of Abuse By Christine Hammond, MS, LMHC The cycle of abuse Lenore Walker (1979) coined of tension building, acting-out, reconciliation/honeymoon, and calm is useful in most abusive relationships. However, when… Continue reading The Narcissistic Cycle of Abuse
Letter resonates...only difference is I'm still picking up the pieces... Tyler Nix There has never been a single moment in which I wished I never met you. Even I find that hard to believe, but it’s the truth. Before you, I had nothing to hold up to the light and point to and say,… Continue reading Dear Vince…
He made his blog private after it didn't accomplish what he had hoped for. And yes, despite knowing its only intent to have been to draw me in, react or do something stupid, it still got to me, and I did react a few weeks after it was published leaving a tearful message asking what he wanted… Continue reading Trying to suck me in…
In recent days I have been going over emails, not to rehash, but to re assure myself of what really happened versus his spin he tried and shove down my throat - Self doubt is the result of having been subjected to years of gaslighting, manipulation and guilt trips without realizing or understanding what was… Continue reading His crazy ex and how she handled the wedgie…hope the two reunite!