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Mountain Mama. August 4, 2017, the day Vince & Vesta finally ended.

I am going to Monterey, VA later today.  My attorney let his know over a month ago so that he would know to stay away or say I am going to be near him since that’s what he needs to believe.  I made plans to go months ago because I was hoping to ride in… Continue reading Mountain Mama. August 4, 2017, the day Vince & Vesta finally ended.

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#AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”

Society’s  attitude towards domestic and emotional abuse is abhorrent because it assumes the victims had a choice or that we must have done something to have provoked it.  Read what my abuser's family and friends say to me and how cruel, horrible and despicable they are.  It’s not a stretch to say they feel gratification from… Continue reading #AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”

Abuser, Bad Days, Gaslighting, Healing Stages, My Story, Uncategorized, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

#nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!

Can't miss kudos, likes, or the praise, but most important, can't miss The MASTER'S TEXT! no no no...:) In the mornings, it ALWAYS accompanied me into the bathroom. Even during my 3 a.m pee break! Gotta have it cause It's the only thing I’m connected to. I'll die if I don't make myself laugh. I have… Continue reading #nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!

Healing Stages, My Story

That’s not your neck, it’s your shoulder. I didn’t cause all those bruises…you could have bumped into things. The Sky is purple and John F Kennedy is president.

I wrote this over one year ago when I was still seeing him after what he did to me.  Good news is, I no longer have any type of feelings for him other than that I continue to fear him given his bizarre behavior. My ex-boyfriend, Vince, the good looking, charming, soft spoken man who… Continue reading That’s not your neck, it’s your shoulder. I didn’t cause all those bruises…you could have bumped into things. The Sky is purple and John F Kennedy is president.

Abuser, Healing Stages, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

Narcissistic Abuse is not easy to overcome

i have been feeling down for the last couple of days thinking about him and the "good times"  I realized that my self doubt and heartache and anxiety floods my being when I think of the "good times" because that's the state I was constantly trying to go back to.  Sex was great, we had… Continue reading Narcissistic Abuse is not easy to overcome