Abuser, Articles, My Story, Uncategorized

Murder: Death By Covert Abuse

If you stay long enough they will murder you and defecate on your grave.  They are ruthless.   Murder: Death By Covert Abuse Updated on February 8, 2017 Sparkster Publishing  Marc Hubs is a writer/researcher on mind, science, and conspiracy. He is the author of "Know Your Enemy: Reflections of NPD." Pernicious Abuse It goes… Continue reading Murder: Death By Covert Abuse

Bad Days, Healing Stages

What I want to say to those who make us feel shame.

Someday soon I’m going to make my medical records public so everyone can see the amount of damage my abuser caused.  Someday, everyone will read the hardships he inflicted upon me because I refuse to be shamed for having been abused.  My hope for the non profit I am establishing is to bring awareness so… Continue reading What I want to say to those who make us feel shame.

Abuser, Bad Days, Gaslighting, Healing Stages, My Story, Uncategorized, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

#nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!

Can't miss kudos, likes, or the praise, but most important, can't miss The MASTER'S TEXT! no no no...:) In the mornings, it ALWAYS accompanied me into the bathroom. Even during my 3 a.m pee break! Gotta have it cause It's the only thing I’m connected to. I'll die if I don't make myself laugh. I have… Continue reading #nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!

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That’s not your neck, it’s your shoulder. I didn’t cause all those bruises…you could have bumped into things. The Sky is purple and John F Kennedy is president.

I wrote this over one year ago when I was still seeing him after what he did to me.  Good news is, I no longer have any type of feelings for him other than that I continue to fear him given his bizarre behavior. My ex-boyfriend, Vince, the good looking, charming, soft spoken man who… Continue reading That’s not your neck, it’s your shoulder. I didn’t cause all those bruises…you could have bumped into things. The Sky is purple and John F Kennedy is president.

Abuser, Healing Stages, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

Narcissistic Abuse is not easy to overcome

i have been feeling down for the last couple of days thinking about him and the "good times"  I realized that my self doubt and heartache and anxiety floods my being when I think of the "good times" because that's the state I was constantly trying to go back to.  Sex was great, we had… Continue reading Narcissistic Abuse is not easy to overcome