Manipulation, My Story

“Trying to deal with Christine dealing with me having a girlfriend” She never was able to handle it. What does this say about Christine Beggs? Who does this!

 I’m sharing these conversations because I was muzzled for so long and was told everything was my fault.  Even when he would confront his ex wife on the lies, he would blame and punish me for not letting go.  He has alienated me from mutual friends and a huge employer when he characterized me as… Continue reading “Trying to deal with Christine dealing with me having a girlfriend” She never was able to handle it. What does this say about Christine Beggs? Who does this!

Love Bombing, Manipulation, My Story

This is how Vince Beggs was trying to lighten things up!

I set out to post all of his cards and ALL of the selfies he sent from December 21, 2016, the night he assaulted me, until August 30, 2017.  However, in trying to organize everything by date, I decided it was a waste of time, plus the need to see the proof to reassure myself… Continue reading This is how Vince Beggs was trying to lighten things up!

My Story

Mountain Mama. August 4, 2017, the day Vince & Vesta finally ended.

I am going to Monterey, VA later today.  My attorney let his know over a month ago so that he would know to stay away or say I am going to be near him since that’s what he needs to believe.  I made plans to go months ago because I was hoping to ride in… Continue reading Mountain Mama. August 4, 2017, the day Vince & Vesta finally ended.

Manipulation, My Story

Sr. VP in 2010? Really? Did Jay know? Did Sr. Leadership?

This is the real Vince.  Senior Vice President?  Really?  Last I remember "leadership" wasn’t making the switch from VP.   “Kindness will get you kindness” are his words - too bad detached, emotionally devoid people don’t know what kindness is. Tired of lies and being bullied and humiliated. Truth matters. Omissions show intent and intent… Continue reading Sr. VP in 2010? Really? Did Jay know? Did Sr. Leadership?

Abuser, Healing Stages, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

Narcissistic Abuse is not easy to overcome

i have been feeling down for the last couple of days thinking about him and the "good times"  I realized that my self doubt and heartache and anxiety floods my being when I think of the "good times" because that's the state I was constantly trying to go back to.  Sex was great, we had… Continue reading Narcissistic Abuse is not easy to overcome