My Story

Only Evil Does This!

I love Kristen's blog.  She writes with clarity explaining every excruciating aspect of being in a relationship with with a narcissist and what Narcissistic Abuse does to a person.    When I read her work  it's as if she has reached into the deepest part of my soul where the wound is still raw and… Continue reading Only Evil Does This!

Gaslighting, Manipulation, My Story

He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”

This evil monster was driving me to the brinks of suicide going as far as telling me to kill myself.  If I sit with the sadness I have to face having been conned.  I have to face that in emotionally and intellectually raped because I would have never ever met this vermin had I known… Continue reading He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”

Abuser, Articles, My Story, Uncategorized

Murder: Death By Covert Abuse

If you stay long enough they will murder you and defecate on your grave.  They are ruthless.   Murder: Death By Covert Abuse Updated on February 8, 2017 Sparkster Publishing  Marc Hubs is a writer/researcher on mind, science, and conspiracy. He is the author of "Know Your Enemy: Reflections of NPD." Pernicious Abuse It goes… Continue reading Murder: Death By Covert Abuse

Bad Days, Healing Stages

What I want to say to those who make us feel shame.

Someday soon I’m going to make my medical records public so everyone can see the amount of damage my abuser caused.  Someday, everyone will read the hardships he inflicted upon me because I refuse to be shamed for having been abused.  My hope for the non profit I am establishing is to bring awareness so… Continue reading What I want to say to those who make us feel shame.

My Story

#AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”

Society’s  attitude towards domestic and emotional abuse is abhorrent because it assumes the victims had a choice or that we must have done something to have provoked it.  Read what my abuser's family and friends say to me and how cruel, horrible and despicable they are.  It’s not a stretch to say they feel gratification from… Continue reading #AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”

Abuser, Bad Days, Gaslighting, Healing Stages, My Story, Uncategorized, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

#nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!

Can't miss kudos, likes, or the praise, but most important, can't miss The MASTER'S TEXT! no no no...:) In the mornings, it ALWAYS accompanied me into the bathroom. Even during my 3 a.m pee break! Gotta have it cause It's the only thing I’m connected to. I'll die if I don't make myself laugh. I have… Continue reading #nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!