Want to see what happens after years of gaslighting, devaluation and constant lies. I cry for myself as I stumbled upon this email tonight - what he was doing to me caused unbearable pain - the hell I lived in without knowing what was happening was an absolute nightmare. Looking back, it is horrifying not… Continue reading September 15, 2014 – Cum bag…
I am going to Monterey, VA later today. My attorney let his know over a month ago so that he would know to stay away or say I am going to be near him since that’s what he needs to believe. I made plans to go months ago because I was hoping to ride in… Continue reading Mountain Mama. August 4, 2017, the day Vince & Vesta finally ended.
This is my story. I am still feeling out what I want to do with the blog and non profit. I am still purging and needing to out all of his lies because he has no shame and he is still trying to pour salt over my wounds so I'm going to fight back with… Continue reading My Story.
I’m choosing to be open this drama because I believe it keeps me safe. For now, I'm going to take a break from writing. I have been told that my safety and my children's safety is in danger since my abuser or someone he knows is getting more aggressive with their bullying method. I'm not… Continue reading Not Normal Behavior and it scares me…
Kindness will get you kindness is what he use to say to me. What he really meant was you do and say as I do and I won't hurt you. You do as I say and I won't go after you. I didn't listen. In not listening I am on my way to finding myself… Continue reading More Lies…Letting It All Go.
That was his defense his lawyer and him came up with. Had I had my brain together I would have produced these text in enough time for the assault charges to stick. Had they waited just a while longer the SOB would have been in jail because charges may have increased to Malicious Wounding. Judge… Continue reading Crazy Whore.
I share these because to this day I still question myself. I question whether I was too...everything he said. Facts are I tried and I tried...the more I gave the more he took. This is the sort of thing his mother was doing behind my back. I'm not angry. I'm crying because I don't understand… Continue reading More gaslighting, deflection…why didn’t I walk…I’ll never ever know.