Gaslighting, Manipulation, My Story, victim blaming

September 15, 2014 – Cum bag…

Want to see what happens after years of gaslighting, devaluation and constant lies.  I cry for myself as I stumbled upon this email tonight - what he was doing to me caused unbearable pain - the hell I lived in without knowing what was happening was an absolute nightmare.  Looking back, it is horrifying not… Continue reading September 15, 2014 – Cum bag…

My Story

Mountain Mama. August 4, 2017, the day Vince & Vesta finally ended.

I am going to Monterey, VA later today.  My attorney let his know over a month ago so that he would know to stay away or say I am going to be near him since that’s what he needs to believe.  I made plans to go months ago because I was hoping to ride in… Continue reading Mountain Mama. August 4, 2017, the day Vince & Vesta finally ended.

Gaslighting, Healing Stages, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

Not Normal Behavior and it scares me…

I’m choosing to be open this drama because I believe it keeps me safe. For now, I'm going to take a break from writing.  I have been told that my safety and my children's safety is in danger since my abuser or someone he knows is getting more aggressive with their bullying method.  I'm not… Continue reading Not Normal Behavior and it scares me…

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More gaslighting, deflection…why didn’t I walk…I’ll never ever know.

I share these because to this day I still question myself.  I question whether I was too...everything he said.  Facts are I tried and I tried...the more I gave the more he took.  This is the sort of thing his mother was doing behind my back.  I'm not angry.  I'm crying because I don't understand… Continue reading More gaslighting, deflection…why didn’t I walk…I’ll never ever know.