Is it immature? Is it childish? Absolutely! Posting old photos may seem trivial and weird, but to me doing so symbolizes freedom from being his slave. For you it may be something else, but for me photos played a large part in how he chipped at my sense of self. He gaslighted me over the… Continue reading Progress! I’m no longer under his control and it feels so good…
A person who does this should probably look into why. It’s not always everyone else’s fault. On Apr 17, 2013, at 5:01 PM, Vesta <firstname.lastname@example.org> wrote: The mind works in mysterious ways...months ago you shared Christine's desire for you to explore your childhood in order to "fix" your dysfunctions responsible for causing the marriage to fail.… Continue reading Christine should take her own advice!
I’m sharing these conversations because I was muzzled for so long and was told everything was my fault. Even when he would confront his ex wife on the lies, he would blame and punish me for not letting go. He has alienated me from mutual friends and a huge employer when he characterized me as… Continue reading “Trying to deal with Christine dealing with me having a girlfriend” She never was able to handle it. What does this say about Christine Beggs? Who does this!
How many ex wives ask their ex “who broke up with who” then proceed to send them an email while he’s on vacation with his girlfriend questioning how he could still be with her and then claim she doesn’t have feelings for him. This was my life with them. That's his mom in the red… Continue reading Year 4, 2015-2016, manipulative love bombing letter. Third time I wiped his ass.
Why share exchanges with her? Because she never allowed for us to live in peace. I'm not excusing his behavior because looking back he was definitely created triangulation by telling me one thing, saying something else to her and her family and bad mouthing her and then saying something different to her. That said, my experience with… Continue reading Let the emails from 2013 to 2016 speak for themselves.
My sarcasm and attempts to be funny helps manage the pain of having fallen for these empty words. I re read what I wrote and realized lightening it up is my way of reconciling for feeling stupid and embarrassed to have felt so connected. Underneath the humor is a deep sense of violation that is… Continue reading Why Post Personal Exchanges?