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Murder: Death By Covert Abuse

If you stay long enough they will murder you and defecate on your grave.  They are ruthless.   Murder: Death By Covert Abuse Updated on February 8, 2017 Sparkster Publishing  Marc Hubs is a writer/researcher on mind, science, and conspiracy. He is the author of "Know Your Enemy: Reflections of NPD." Pernicious Abuse It goes… Continue reading Murder: Death By Covert Abuse

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More gaslighting, deflection…why didn’t I walk…I’ll never ever know.

I share these because to this day I still question myself.  I question whether I was too...everything he said.  Facts are I tried and I tried...the more I gave the more he took.  This is the sort of thing his mother was doing behind my back.  I'm not angry.  I'm crying because I don't understand… Continue reading More gaslighting, deflection…why didn’t I walk…I’ll never ever know.

Bad Days, Healing Stages

What I want to say to those who make us feel shame.

Someday soon I’m going to make my medical records public so everyone can see the amount of damage my abuser caused.  Someday, everyone will read the hardships he inflicted upon me because I refuse to be shamed for having been abused.  My hope for the non profit I am establishing is to bring awareness so… Continue reading What I want to say to those who make us feel shame.

My Story

#AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”

Society’s  attitude towards domestic and emotional abuse is abhorrent because it assumes the victims had a choice or that we must have done something to have provoked it.  Read what my abuser's family and friends say to me and how cruel, horrible and despicable they are.  It’s not a stretch to say they feel gratification from… Continue reading #AndsoIstayed – “Not everyone gets to see poetic justice served for their abuser. Not everyone gets out alive.”

Abuser, Bad Days, Gaslighting, Healing Stages, My Story, Uncategorized, Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

#nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!

Can't miss kudos, likes, or the praise, but most important, can't miss The MASTER'S TEXT! no no no...:) In the mornings, it ALWAYS accompanied me into the bathroom. Even during my 3 a.m pee break! Gotta have it cause It's the only thing I’m connected to. I'll die if I don't make myself laugh. I have… Continue reading #nomoreshamingtheabused – kinda like that!

Abuser, My Story

After he called me a c&@$

I don’t remember why, but while waiting for a flight in San Francisco to head back to DC, he called me a c&$) - I only remember grabbing my belongings and walking away, crying until we boarded and for most of return flight while he said nothing and acted as though I had done something… Continue reading After he called me a c&@$

Understanding Narcissistic Abuse

Sins of the mother

It was always odd to have to look at their faces with their signature fake smiles, going out of their way to announce what a "happy and normal family" they were.  Not sure who they were trying to convince besides themselves - The ultimate shit show that I'm embarrassed to say I wanted to be… Continue reading Sins of the mother