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No Hope for a Snake — real-lifepoetryblog

Awake feeling nauseated as reality hit once again. Wishing it had just been a bad dream, but one can’t just pretend. Remebering yesterday but praying to forget Although I am not at all ashamed nor do I have any regret. Always looking ahead so not to crumble. I have not fallen nor even begun to […]… Continue reading No Hope for a Snake — real-lifepoetryblog

Manipulation, Uncategorized

“Sex in my parent’s house” 2012-2013 letter-I AM THE LUCKY ONE!!!!

This is how I was manipulated, over and over and over again.  See the love bombing, “bolt out of here to come see you” - to deflect and lie.  He’s a liar.  A coward.   The books are meaningless horse feces.  Let the next supplier see the feces that pours out of his mouth.  Keep… Continue reading “Sex in my parent’s house” 2012-2013 letter-I AM THE LUCKY ONE!!!!

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The Sky is Purple. You’re not well or otherwise you would know the sky is purple! My world with abuser and his ex wife.

If you say the sky is blue the Narcissist will somehow negate the possibility of it being blue to make you wrong. The Narcissist may even hint that you have certain psychological issues concerning your thoughts about the sky being blue. The Narcissist will back it up with concerns that your friends, family, or associates […]… Continue reading The Sky is Purple. You’re not well or otherwise you would know the sky is purple! My world with abuser and his ex wife.

Healing Stages, My Story, Uncategorized

It’s Four In The Morning and I want him to get real help…sigh

Raindrops and birds chirping remind me of mornings we woke together with his nude body wrapped around mine.  I loved sleeping next to him and being held all through the night, until morning light.  I remember how he pulled me back close to him if I changed positions.  On nights like these when my mind… Continue reading It’s Four In The Morning and I want him to get real help…sigh

Abuser, My Story, Uncategorized

HE RAPED MY SOUL!

I love Kristen's blog.  She writes with such clarity explaining with such detail every excruciating aspect of having been in a relationship with with a narcissist and what Narcissistic Abuse does to a person.    When I read her work  it's as if she has reached into the deepest part of my soul where the… Continue reading HE RAPED MY SOUL!