Awake feeling nauseated as reality hit once again. Wishing it had just been a bad dream, but one can’t just pretend. Remebering yesterday but praying to forget Although I am not at all ashamed nor do I have any regret. Always looking ahead so not to crumble. I have not fallen nor even begun to […]… Continue reading No Hope for a Snake — real-lifepoetryblog
I feel I finally can breath and focus on what's important. A liar can never remember his last lie and that has been the greatest gift. Liars will lie to continue the facade. Good thing everything now is all about FACTS! Grateful for my support system. Grateful to the universe for all the lessons learned. … Continue reading Feeling Calm
This is how I was manipulated, over and over and over again. See the love bombing, “bolt out of here to come see you” - to deflect and lie. He’s a liar. A coward. The books are meaningless horse feces. Let the next supplier see the feces that pours out of his mouth. Keep… Continue reading “Sex in my parent’s house” 2012-2013 letter-I AM THE LUCKY ONE!!!!
A mother’s love...
Let me acknowledge that I am not the best writer and I know I’m all over the place with one day being done talking about the various incidents and the next being upset and sharing he lied about who he shaves his pubes for. A dry sense of humor and sarcasm is my coping mechanism… Continue reading It’s a process…
If you say the sky is blue the Narcissist will somehow negate the possibility of it being blue to make you wrong. The Narcissist may even hint that you have certain psychological issues concerning your thoughts about the sky being blue. The Narcissist will back it up with concerns that your friends, family, or associates […]… Continue reading The Sky is Purple. You’re not well or otherwise you would know the sky is purple! My world with abuser and his ex wife.
Raindrops and birds chirping remind me of mornings we woke together with his nude body wrapped around mine. I loved sleeping next to him and being held all through the night, until morning light. I remember how he pulled me back close to him if I changed positions. On nights like these when my mind… Continue reading It’s Four In The Morning and I want him to get real help…sigh
Came across this article on LinkedIn - It reminded me of everything my abuser is NOT but believes he is. He once told me he begins the conversation with his subordinates where he wants it to start, and by the end of the meeting they believe they came up with a brand new idea when… Continue reading A Good Leader
I love Kristen's blog. She writes with such clarity explaining with such detail every excruciating aspect of having been in a relationship with with a narcissist and what Narcissistic Abuse does to a person. When I read her work it's as if she has reached into the deepest part of my soul where the… Continue reading HE RAPED MY SOUL!