Gaslighting, Manipulation, My Story, victim blaming

September 15, 2014 – Cum bag…

Want to see what happens after years of gaslighting, devaluation and constant lies.  I cry for myself as I stumbled upon this email tonight - what he was doing to me caused unbearable pain - the hell I lived in without knowing what was happening was an absolute nightmare.  Looking back, it is horrifying not… Continue reading September 15, 2014 – Cum bag…

Manipulation, My Story

“Trying to deal with Christine dealing with me having a girlfriend” She never was able to handle it. What does this say about Christine Beggs? Who does this!

 I’m sharing these conversations because I was muzzled for so long and was told everything was my fault.  Even when he would confront his ex wife on the lies, he would blame and punish me for not letting go.  He has alienated me from mutual friends and a huge employer when he characterized me as… Continue reading “Trying to deal with Christine dealing with me having a girlfriend” She never was able to handle it. What does this say about Christine Beggs? Who does this!

Love Bombing, Manipulation, My Story

This is how Vince Beggs was trying to lighten things up!

I set out to post all of his cards and ALL of the selfies he sent from December 21, 2016, the night he assaulted me, until August 30, 2017.  However, in trying to organize everything by date, I decided it was a waste of time, plus the need to see the proof to reassure myself… Continue reading This is how Vince Beggs was trying to lighten things up!

Manipulation, My Story

Sr. VP in 2010? Really? Did Jay know? Did Sr. Leadership?

This is the real Vince.  Senior Vice President?  Really?  Last I remember "leadership" wasn’t making the switch from VP.   “Kindness will get you kindness” are his words - too bad detached, emotionally devoid people don’t know what kindness is. Tired of lies and being bullied and humiliated. Truth matters. Omissions show intent and intent… Continue reading Sr. VP in 2010? Really? Did Jay know? Did Sr. Leadership?

Manipulation, Uncategorized

Year 1, 2012-2013, manipulative love bombing letter. First time I wiped his ass!!!!

This is what he said to me.  At least I wised up and I’m not still there believing his BS, like some people. I don’t have an ounce of respect for liars like him so there isn’t anything to keep to myself because it was never sacred.  Every word was meant to tug at my… Continue reading Year 1, 2012-2013, manipulative love bombing letter. First time I wiped his ass!!!!

Manipulation, My Story

Thank you Christine for acknowledging what Vince did to me was abuse.

After Vince and his family learned of the assault, my concussion, had seen the bruises on my body and learned of his arrest, his sister wrote him to say she knew what a kind person he was and that I must have provoked him.  This is the same sister who initially said she never liked… Continue reading Thank you Christine for acknowledging what Vince did to me was abuse.

Gaslighting, Manipulation, My Story

He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”

This evil monster was driving me to the brinks of suicide going as far as telling me to kill myself.  If I sit with the sadness I have to accept having been conned - I have to face that he emotionally and intellectually raped me, and gained control over my mind.  He raped my soul. … Continue reading He raped my soul, physically maimed and emotionally gutted me, and said to kill myself to put him “out of his misery.”