My kids, their happiness, safety and security is what brings me joy and peace.
I could choose to just drop off and delete this site but I rather explain why I’m taking a break.
I started this blog largely to keep the man who physically and emotionally abused me, away. To expose the games he continued to play after I was finally able to break from him with hopes to be left alone and concentrate on healing. However, with each tie that I cut the ante has gone up. I was even sent an anonymous extortion message threatening to “publicly shame me” if I didn’t remove my posts. So, while I don’t fear public shaming because I’m not lying, I have two beautiful children I need to protect, from a pattern of disturbing behavior that is indicative of individuals willing to do whatever it takes to silence me.
What makes people like those who sent the message dangerous is their belief that they are above the law and able to get away with anything to punish those who choose not to fall in line in going along with the narrative they deem as the gospel, and since I have chosen not to be a follower, I continue to be targeted and baited.
I live in fear for my safety and my children’s safety since the extortionist referenced them and used their real name and had details about me that only s few would have. and so it is that fear that’s led me to the decision to do things with more of an intent, and bigger focus in mind as to what my objectives are. Nothing else!
People in their right mind don’t extort or blackmail. What’s next Murder for hire? Desperate people do crazy things.
The truth has always a way of telling itself and in time who is behind this cowardly act will have to face the consequences.
Another factor is my Abuser’s behavior and inability to control his temper to have done the things he did to me, and his odd and concerning behavior exhibited since is not only unjustifiable but concerning, and with that I realize that my having a presence here is keeping contact as it keeps him engaged, which feeds into his need to control and change the narrative. So, in essence I’m keeping the cycle of abuse alive, and I need to stop because he’s not worth it.
I’ll miss you and your support because on those really rough days it has carried me. If you want to keep in touch email email@example.com –
p.s Last pic on the page is how he manipulates.