I wrote this over one year ago when I was still seeing him after what he did to me. Good news is, I no longer have any type of feelings for him other than that I continue to fear him given his bizarre behavior.
My ex-boyfriend, Vince, the good looking, charming, soft spoken man who I find I still have feelings for because I am crazy, did this to me. I am posting these more for my own sanity than any other reason. Being with him took a toll on my mental health. He gaslighted me each time he lied or needed to get his way. I am ashamed to admit it but he did it again to me yesterday. Yep, I saw him and one of his lies came out and it was as if nothing had changed. He first yelled at me when I tried to talk. He then threw his back pack on his chair and stopped talking to me. It was here that I actually got scared.