I’ll admit…

In A Messy World

Some days…

No, scratch that,

Most days,

I wish the ground would swallow me up;

That I could have freak accident;

That a car would hit me;

That I could finally get to sleep, and never wake up;

That I could hurt myself in any way possible;

Any wayat all to leave this horridness, this constant pain;

If only I had the confidence to do so.

I can’t do anything.

I sit here not knowing what to do with myself.

I sit in a corner, feeling empty, numb;

Staring into space for hours on end.

It’s a joke. Life’s a joke.

I’ma joke.

I don’t have to bottle to live life to the full,

But I don’t have the bottle to end it either.

So I’m just here;

Stuck in limbo.

My pillow soaked in tears;

My heart jumping out any minute;

My chest heavy;

Head thumping;

Nails bitten;

Skin peeled;

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