11/18/17

I am grateful today for my ability to let the games not get to me.  I am grateful for all of the resources I have found that provide example after example of exactly what my experience was.   I struggled with trying to figure out what was happening. I saw myself completely wither away. The lies, the stories, the constant feed of misinformation…I had no idea there was a reason behind it.  In trying to process what I’m learning I struggle with someone being able to control me in such a way, when I didn’t even realize what was happening.  I’m scared of him – I have been asked to have an ER plan with my kids – come up with code words.  Who is this person I thought I love.  He was cruel.  He lifted me high, but couldn’t wait to kick me when I was down.  Who was this monster…

 

 

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