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My Blackmailer

I reread the message sent by my "blackmailer" who threatened to publicly shame me if I didn't remove my blog.  Of course, I can't say who it is because it was anonymous, but whoever it was had my abuser's interest at heart. Could it have been his ex? His ex mother in law.  In an… Continue reading My Blackmailer

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Gaslighting, Manipulation

December 2012, gaslighting fuckfest.

  Dear Vince, "You show me how to LOVE"  No, I did not show you how to love. Your dear mother wins the award for that one so please give credit where credit is due because I certainly don't want any credit for how you love.  Your kind of loving is toxic and abusive and… Continue reading December 2012, gaslighting fuckfest.

victim blaming

Crazy Whore.

That was his defense his lawyer and him came up with.  Had I had my brain together I would have produced these text in enough time for the assault charges to stick.  Had they waited just a while longer the SOB would have been in jail because charges may have increased to Malicious Wounding.  Judge… Continue reading Crazy Whore.

Abuser, Gaslighting, Manipulation, My Story

HE RAPED MY SOUL!

I love Kristen's blog.  She writes with such clarity explaining with such detail every excruciating aspect of having been in a relationship with with a narcissist and what Narcissistic Abuse does to a person.    When I read her work  it's as if she has reached into the deepest part of my soul where the… Continue reading HE RAPED MY SOUL!

Abuser, Love Bombing, My Story

Our First Date: Dinner. Second Date: Theater. Yours?

I’m writing this because he violently assaulted me by throwing/slamming me into a wall that resulted in severe damages I am still suffering from.  He caused permanent damage that will forever impact how I live and what I can do. I’m not a jilted lover nor unstable.  I’m a survivor of 5.5 years of emotional… Continue reading Our First Date: Dinner. Second Date: Theater. Yours?

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You ARE literally hanging on by a thread! YOU are all that is important now. We must acknowledge the truth and move on and away from this Narcissist. Let KARMA do the rest! — After Narcissistic Abuse

From my Book – From Charm to Harm and Everything else in Between with a Narcissist! @ https://www.amazon.com/Charm-Harm-Everything-Narcissist-Narcissistic/dp/1523820179/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1468595784&sr=1-1&keywords=from+charm+to+harm It is very hard to accept that you must TOTALLY separate yourself from this toxic and poisonous person you have loved. You must prefix the relationship and experience with the concept that you were a target/victim of […]… Continue reading You ARE literally hanging on by a thread! YOU are all that is important now. We must acknowledge the truth and move on and away from this Narcissist. Let KARMA do the rest! — After Narcissistic Abuse

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December 21, 2016

Right back at you AssHole.  Your inability to control your temper left me physically maimed and emotionally so paralyzed I don’t leave my house much. You made a huge mistake listening to Bethany.  A really really big mistake.  You made a mistake thinking you could emotionally blackmail me into submission.  You are vile but today,… Continue reading December 21, 2016

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The Limited Emotional Range Of Narcissists and How They Use It to Control You — In the Shadows of the Fairy Tale

OMG! This article answered what I've asked myself for so long.  Why do they simplify everything.  My abuser could not stand to feel discomfort.  It was either about being happy  or not.  He told his ex wife he wanted to end the marriage because he was not happy.  Well, that's her version.  He said his… Continue reading The Limited Emotional Range Of Narcissists and How They Use It to Control You — In the Shadows of the Fairy Tale

Gaslighting, My Story

A Relationship With The Almighty Abuser. This was US.

I never knew what Gaslighting was until after my abuser, assaulted me. I finally learned there was actually a name to what he had been doing to me since the beginning of our relationship. I think the most outrageous words he uttered was in late July of 2017 when he told me the bruises on my… Continue reading A Relationship With The Almighty Abuser. This was US.